HOW ?

Artist: John Lennon lyrics
Title: How?
Albums: Imagine (1971)

How can i go forward when i don't know which way i'm facing?
How can i go forward when i don't know which way to turn?
How can i go forward into something
i'm not sure of?
oh no, oh no.

How can i have feeling when i don't know if it's a feeling?
How can i feel something if i just don't know how to feel?
How can i have feelings
when my feelings have always been denied?
oh no, oh no.

You know life can be long
And you got to be strong
And the world is so tough
Sometimes i feel i've had enough.

How can i give love when i don't know what it is i'm giving?
How can i give love when i just don't know how to give?
How can i give love
when love is something i ain't never had?
oh no, oh no.

You know life can be long
And you got to be strong
And the world she is tough
Sometimes i feel i've had enough.
oh no, oh no.

How can we go forward when i don't know which way we're facing?
How can we go forward when we don't know which way to turn?
How can we go forward
into something we're
not sure of?
oh no, oh no.

Nirvana - Dumb (Unplugged In New York)

Dumb Lyrics :
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone,
But I have a light
The day is done,
I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy (x3)

My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover

Have a hangover (x3)

Sit in the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone,
But I have a light
the day is done,
I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Or Maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy (x3)


I think I'm Dumb (x12)

Minggu 26/12/2010

Hello Loner,

Hari minggu ini gerimis di siang hari, mendung sehari penuh besamaan dengan pertandingan sepak bola Indonesia vs Malaysia untuk final pertama di kandang Malaysia. Yak gue bangun memang rada siangan karena gue dapet telpon dari temen gue kalo gue ga jadi ngajar karena si ibu yang gue mau ajarin komputer buat edit-edit foto ngga bisa datang, yap gue lanjut tidur aja, hehehe.

Tiba-tiba gue kebangun karena Ibu gue di semarang telpon dan menanyakan keadaan gue, menanyakan apakah gue udah makan apa belum, ya itulah tugas seorang Ibu, untuk selalu care ama keadaan anaknya.

Dan lagi keadaan financial dan pekerjaan gue belum juga stabil seperti impian gue, setelah beberapa pekerjaan gue yang udah mulai selesai sekarang gue bingung mau ngapain dengan saldo yang bener-bener tipis, hehehe. Hati gue resah dari kemaren mungkin karena kesepian, apa karena ga punya duit? bisa jadi semuanya itu menumpuk barengan di kamar kecil ini, seharian gue ngelakuin hal yang gitu-gitu aja sih, sempet nyoba nnton tutorial affter efect tp bosen, trus lanjut ama nonton film Dancer in the dark (terharu gue ama cerita filmnya) terus browsing-browsing ga jelas. Ya semoga nanti malam gue merasa lebih baikan.

Blind Melon - Change

Change Lyric :
I don't feel the suns coming out today
It's staying in, its gonna find another way
As I sit here in this misery I don't think I'll ever see the sun from here
And oh as I fade away, they'll all look at me and say,
Hey look at him I'll never live that way
But that's ok their just afraid to change

When you feel your life ain't worth living, you've got to stand up and
take a look around you then a look way up to the sky
And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreamin boy cause
when you stop dreamin its time to die
And as we all play parts of tomorrow
Some ways we'll work and other ways we'll play
But I know we can't all stay hhere forever
So I want to write my words on the face of today
.....And then they'll paint it

And oh as I fade away they'll all look at me and say,
hey look at him and where he is these days

When life is hard you have to change.

Sejenak Hilang

Cast : Dimi, Galih Astro, Bhaskoro, Bayu, Aga Ghozal
Story / Director / Camera : Aga Ghozal
Editor : Olik
Song : The Living Dead by Suede

The Sundays - When I'm Thinking About You (live)

Electric Factory, Philadelphia, PA. Dec 2 '97

When I'm Thinking About You lyric :
Over the rooftops a plane in the sky
beat of a bass drum cars passing me by
under a bridge dark then back into light
a river of raincoats and a forest of faces
still for a moment then red into green
slow shuffling shoes whisper sight unseen
row upon row of houses return an empty stare
let the daydream for a little while longer

ah.. yeah...
hope I'll never wake
when I'm thinking about you
(yeah) hope I'll never wake
cos now I'm thinking about you

two-minute hailstorm then melts into rain
(oh) sing me a rainbow it's sunny again
swallows overhead while the traffic snarls below
could I (could I) keep dreaming for a little while longer

hope I'll never wake
when I'm thinking about you
so that you know - I never want to wake
cos now I'm thinking about you

when you're searching your soul
when you're searching for pleasure
how often, pain is all you find
but when you're coasting along and nobody's trying too hard
you can turn around and like where you are

(Yeah and) I hope I never wake
when I'm thinking about you
and I close my eyes (dear)
now I'll never never wake
why should I stop thinking about you.

Craig Armstrong feat Liz Fraser - This Love

This Love lyric :
This love
This love is a strange love
In that it can lift a love
This love

This love
I think I´m gonna fall again
And ever when you held the hand
And turn ´em in your fingers, love

This love
Now rehearsed we stay, love
Doesn´t know it is love
This love

This love
Doesn´t have to feel love
Doesn´t care to be love
It doesn´t mean a thing
This love

This love loves love
It´s a strange love, strange love

This love
This love
This love is a strange love, strange love
I´m gonna fall again love
Doesn´t mean a thing
Think I´m gonna fall again
This Love.

Cocteau Twins - Heaven or Las Vegas

Heaven or Las Vegas lyric :
Who'll ever win?
Gee, you're just so ephemeral
Go back for new
For new in vain, it failed

Singing on the famous street
I want to love a boy that won't love me
Am I just in heaven or Las Vegas
It's so much more brighter than the sun is to me

He's a hustler
It's a role, he'll never make a suit
Hang on to this
So stay and spin and fail and fail
Who'll ever win?
Gee, you're just so ephemeral
Go back for new
For new in vain, it failed

Singing on the famous street
I want to love a boy that won't love me
Am I just in heaven or Las Vegas
It's so much more brighter than the sun is to me
The chill must itch in my soul
That's like any old playing card
It must be why I'm thinking of Las Vegas
It's why it's more brighter than the sun is to me

Furthermore, let's blast it off
I'm dizzy so I go, another bit it off
Come fantasy, for a carnival
I'm empty before our wedding

Singing on the famous street
I want to love a boy that won't love me
Am I just in heaven or Las Vegas
It's so much more brighter than the sun is to me
The chill must itch in my soul
That's like any old playing card
It must be why I'm thinking of Las Vegas
It's why it's more brighter than the sun is to me

Maybe there, while you was rail
I'll go in and seize your heart and be personal
I suspect I'm singing to you a tune
And still you find the beat and sing it to you soon.

The White Light Heat first show

Photo by Alvin Kusuma Negara

The White Light Heat first show on Drop to 90's Event 19 des 2010 @Newseum Indonesia Jl. Veteran I no. 31 Jakarta Pusat. Indonesia.


Our Playlist :
1. The Wild Ones by Suede
2. Bully Boy by Shed Seven
3. Queen of The City by Velvet Tongue

The White Light Heat

Nasi Goreng Mangkok Cempaka Putih

Hello Loner,

Gue ama temen gue jerry, ronny melajukan mobil setelah kita berlatihan band baru kita The White Light Heat yang bakalan maen tgl 19-12-2010 di Newseum Indonesia di jalan veteran I no 31, yang mana gue sendiri belum tau tempatnya, hehhehehe. kita bakalan maenin 3 lagu diantaranya Bully Boy - Shed seven, The Wild Ones - Suede, Queen of the City - Velvet Tongue, maap semuanya cover lagu orang kita belum punya lagu sendiri hehhehe.

Kita latihan 3 jam kemaren dari jam 6-9 mlm, udah kayak orang bener aje lo pade ah, hehehe. setelah latian sang gitaris Chadox yang juga maen di Parklife membuat planning yang menyesatkan tapi batal semua karena kita udah lapar dan chadox mental karena harus jemput istrinya terus gue ama jerry beriringan dan parkirin mobil jerry dulu ke circle K sabang. trus kita ber3 dalam mobil yang berasap melaju ke cempaka putih, sempet liat ada kendaraan boncengan mau tubir gitu ama kendaraan laen yang boncengan ber3 dengan cewe 2 di belakang. WOW. hahhahahhaha.

Setalah berbelak belok kesana kemari akhirnya kita menemukan Nasi Goreng Mangkok Cempaka Putih, wow times fly so fast gue udah ga inget ni daerah padahal dulu sering banget bareng ama temen-temen makan di situ, dan setelah pesen datang lah tuh nasi goreng mangkoknya, BUSET kita ber3 tercengang ama porsinya yang kalo akta jerry "porsi pulang ngubur" alias buaaanyaak buaangeet dan rasa nya tetep yahud AJIB dah. setelah bertahun-tahun akhirnya terbayar sudah kangen gue makan nih nasi goreng, dan kita balik dengan perut yang penuh dan kenyang bego. thanx to ma prente Jerry Delhaye.

The Wallflowers - 6th Avenue Heartache

6th Avenue Heartache lyric :

Sirens ring, the shots ring out

A stranger cries, screams out loud

I had my world strapped against my back

I held my hands, never knew how to act

Chorus:

And the same black line that was drawn on you

Was drawn on me

And now it's drawn me in

6th Avenue heartache

Below me was a homeless man

I'm singin' songs I knew complete

On the steps alone, his guitar in hand

It's fifty years, stood where he stands

Now walkin' home on those streets

The river winds move my feet

Subway steam, like silhouettes in dreams

They stood by me, just like moonbeams

Look out the window, down upon that street

And gone like a midnight was that man

But I see his six strings laid against that wall

And all his things, they all look so small

I got my fingers crossed on a shooting star

Just like me, just moved on.

Wikipedia :

The first single from their 1996 album Bringing Down the Horse. The single was released in summer 1996, and became their first hit, peaking at #8 on the Modern Rock Tracks chart and #10 on the Mainstream Rock Tracks chart.

Jakob Dylan, the band's lead singer, wrote the song when he was eighteen years old, and considered it the first real song he had written. It was meant to go on their self-titled first album, but the record company would not allow it. The lyrics are based on Dylan's own experiences while living in New York, in particular the story of a homeless man who would sit outside his window and play the same songs every day. One day the man was gone, but his things were still there, until gradually people started taking them.

Mike Campbell from Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers played the slide guitar on the song, though he recorded the track in his own studio, and never even met the band members. Adam Duritz from Counting Crows contributed backing vocals. The video, shot in New York, was directed by movie director David Fincher, known for such films as Se7en and Fight Club.

Album of All Time That Change My Life List

01. Sgt. Pepper Lonely Heart Club Band by The Beatles

02. Sticky Fingers by The Rolling Stones

03. Blood On Tracks by Bob Dylan

04. The Wall by Pink Floyd

05. Nevermind by Nirvana

06. Ok Computer by Radiohead

07. Ten by Pearl Jam

08. Purple by Stone Temple Pilot

09. Come On Feel The Lemonheads by The Lemonheads

10. A Hard Days Night by The Beatles

11. Wish by The Cure

12. Urban Hymn by The Verve

13. Bringing Down The Horse by The Wallflowers

14. Cracked Rear View by Hootie & the Blowfish

15. Throwing Coopper by Live

16. Hints, Allegations, and Things Left Unsaid by Collective Soul

17. Shake Your Money Maker by The Black Crowes

18. And Justice For All .... by Metallica

19. Are You Experience? by Jimi Hendrix

20. Greatest Hits by Janis Joplin

21. Recovering The Satellites by Counting Crowes

22. First Band On The Moon by The Cardigans

23. Blood Sugar Sex Magic by Red Hot Chilli Peppers

24. Nothing's Shocking by Janes Addiction

25. Suit... Suit.... Hehehe by Slank

26. Step By Step by New Kids On the Block

27. Kiss This by Sex Pistols

28. ...And Out Come the Wolves by Rancid

29. Dookie by Green Day
30. Coming Up by Suede

Kenapa sih?

Hello Loner,

Hari ini berasa moody dan males ngapa-ngapain, dan hari ini seharian bareng nyokap gue, adek gue, ama sodara-sodara kumpul-kumpul dan jalan jalan sekalian nengokin Pakde gue yang sakit, dan gue sempet seneng hari ini pas ke Singapur ("singgalan taman puring" kalo kata temen gue Biakto) dapet 2 CD The Lemonheads, ama cd promo nya Counting Crowes (tapi sialnya cd counting crowesnya udah ga bisa di dengerin).

Dan tiba-tiba pas gue balik ke kosan dan nyalain internet, trus gue bukalah Facebook gue, eh ada temen yang nyapa di chat FB gue. dan setelah dia nanya kabar gue bla bla bla, dia cerita soal mimpi dia semalem. Jadi dia tiba-tiba tanpa sebab apa-apa di dalam mimpinya ada gue yang mati menyeramkan (kata dia), HAH? kenapa udah ada beberapa temen gue yang ngimpiin gue dan di mimpi mereka gue mati, semua cerita itu bikin gue ketakutan sampe ubu-ubun.

Apakah semua itu ada sebuah tanda bahwa Allah negor gue lewat temen-temen gue? dan tapi apa sih arti mimpi-mimpi itu semua? ada juga temen gue yang ngimpiin gue lagi di gendong seorang Habib / Kyai besar pekalongan. semua teka teki supranatural ini membuat gue mikir sekaligus ketakutan, yang gue bingung kenapa udah terjadi beberapa kali ya... ada juga yang mimpiin gue mati sebelum menikah.

apa semua ini hanya bumbu tidur aja atau ada tegoran buat gue yang harus cepat gue sadari atau apa... mmm ga tau juga deh.

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